Am i just insecure? or is it something more?

Oh girl, stop obsessing right now!!! There is probably nothing wrong with you, it's all in your mind. People might have said mean things to you growing up or something because I went through it (and still do but mostly with females) First off, makeup makes you ugly in the long run, and the weight thing is just ridiculous! if you have curves show them off! if your insecure about your weight then google some fashion tips about your body type. the answer to your question is you're insecure and there is no reason to be in this era!